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Thu, Feb. 16th, 2006 01:44 pm
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This is how I feel sometimes. Distant. A shell. This is how I feel. When I'm alone, close to the music coming from the speakers, traversing across time just to meet me here where the air stops and my lobes begin. It fills me up, this empty shell, and no longer am I a coccoon, a sanctuary. I'm past all that, way past. Like a small marshmallow disappearing into the hot and tastless liquid. It's drowning. I'm drowning, sinking, slipping, nodding off to the notes he hits with his ephemeral vocals. He is brief, but strong. I am lost in this emotional daydream until a ring from the telephone or a passing car - interrupts. And then it's abandoned me and this room and this house and I keep calling it back, but it wont answer. Because a moment is just a moment.
And it has passed. Current Mood:  worried Current Music: Glosoli - Sigur Ros  
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Mon, Oct. 31st, 2005 07:59 pm
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Ricky has the hair I want. he is also crazy and I think we shall end up being great friends. An idea of what I'm talking about: side view of his head:  front view of his head and posing and making quite the odd expression:  I won't be dying my hair, but you get the idea. I'm also not looking forward to my midterms tomorrow. Damn my teachers and school and other things.  
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Thu, Oct. 6th, 2005 07:40 am
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Last night was just choc-ful-o-weird dreams. First (well, the first I can remember anyways) I dreamt I had a kid. it was a total surprise to me when he showed up out of nowhere - sort of like he had been dropped off at my doorstep, but he wasn't. Supposedly I had gotten too friendly with this tan Japanese fellow and then out popped a baby, a boy, whom I named Todd.
wait...
I named him Todd. I named him TODD? What would possess me to name my child Todd? I don't even like that name. at. all.
so I have this baby who is caucasian/asian...caucdoubleasian. And I head to Walmart to get all kinds of stuff for the baby like a carseat and diapers, food, formula, clothes. And there is an offroad-inside walmart form of road rage incident where I passed this older couple that was walking with their cart as I'm trying to get back to the cart, and the guy flips out and I flip out back - and then well that wasn't really important....so I go on looking for things I need for the baby for quite a while.
cut to me being at what was supposed to be Juniata (even though it looked nothing like it) and I find a group of kids that kind of take me into their group and they have lots of coffee cake, and then try to set me up with a kid named Andrew, who really just likes a girl named Ashley...
then I wake up. and I toss and turn in bed until 7:31 approaches when I pee and attend to the computer. I feel like last night was a workout for my brain.
Please, if I ever have children, never let me name any of them Todd. Please.
Also, I'm cutting my hair soon, and it's going to be really short this time beucase it's just getting too much to deal with - and I want to be able to use hair wax and the like.
And this afternoon I think I will be taking some photos of old graves in Hanover. We'll see how that turns out - it should be in the least interesting.
The end of the pointless entry. Thank you to all. Current Mood:  tired Current Music: "Guitar Man" - Cake  
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